Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Pornographic Connoisseur CardTricker47/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 87 Deviations
1,525 Comments
11,063 Pageviews

why am i so angry at myself?

Thu Oct 29, 2009, 7:04 PM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Distorted View
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
  • Watching: my email, for interviews for jobs
  • Drinking: Cranberry Soda
because im not finding time to work on these:

:star-empty:sultry melissa pic
:star-half:harpy chick for that one girl(just needs color
:star-empty:trade with pugslie
:star-empty:commish for oswald-mun

and i really am sorry.
having a life isnt as satisfying when you have work you know you should be doing.
school, friends, boyfriend, homework, errands. theyre so distracting. i know i shouldnt feel bad. a real life obviously should take priority over the internet, but i feel like i owe it to you guys to finish. and i do. even though you havent paid me yet, i feel that every day i slack off, it just demonstrates what a bad like, whats the word.. seller? artist? buisnessman? i am. and with being so drained, i have no -inspiration- to draw. i have plenty at school, but ya'll want them fancy digital drawerin's. maybe i should sketch in traditional and go over in digital. like, pre-drawing.

im more of less musing to myself. im sorry for all this blabbering, lol. im justifying myself out loud, because i have ridiculous guilt issues. and i feel guilty for not finishing these pieces expediently.
i am sorry.
i really wanna work on them, i do. i swears. I SWEARS.

deviantID

Devious Info

  • Interests: Drama/Theatre, Choir
  • Favourite movie: Tommyboy, Juno
  • Favourite band or musician: Reel Big Fish
  • Favourite genre of music: Ska, Classic Rock!
  • Favourite artist: Norman Rockwell, Fergellin
  • Skin of choice: IT PUTS THE LOTION ON ITS SKIN.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dot
  • Personal Quote: A kiss is a pleasant reminder that two heads are better than one.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, colored and non

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Webcam

Comments


:iconsaisashi:
watched.
cuz I can.

--
Practice safe sex....
Go fuck yourself! :D
:iconsaisashi:
:iconblushingplz:

--
Practice safe sex....
Go fuck yourself! :D
:iconxunusuallyunusualx:
I'm not sure if you'd be interested but I figured no harm offering. I'm holding a contest - [link]
:iconwholion:
Now them's some cute icons.
:iconvmae:
:iconvmae::iconcardtricker:

--
:ohnoes:
somnium somnia quasi semper vives. vive quasi hodie moriebar.
:iconvmae:
:iconicameplz:

--
:ohnoes:
somnium somnia quasi semper vives. vive quasi hodie moriebar.
:iconvmae:
:iconvmae::iconcardtricker:

--
:ohnoes:
somnium somnia quasi semper vives. vive quasi hodie moriebar.
:iconvmae:
:iconvmae::iconcardtricker:

--
:ohnoes:
somnium somnia quasi semper vives. vive quasi hodie moriebar.

Site Map